I don't like rainy days, in fact I hate it. Aside from the fact that it is difficult to go to work, it brings back very sad memories. I know, I know, here I go again. Its hard to forget someone who has made a very big impact on my life. I know that he hurt me but still I can't forget him.
On my way home last tuesday, Rain caught my attention because I was walking slowly, letting myself get raindrops on my face. He asked what am I doing. I asked him back if rainy days get him down, he bluntly said no. That very minute I wanted to cry but I tried not too. Instead I stayed quiet and walk. I remembered Chris again. All the times we stayed inside during rainy days because we just want to cuddle during these times and watch tv. When Rain took my hand to cross the street, I got teary eyed, I remembered the time Chris and I played on the rain and he carried me because I dont want my shoes to get wet. That was one of the most memorable moments I have with him.
I guess I am just tired of my life not having a clear direction, with Chris I know where I am going. I am so sad.
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